I feel so lost right now. I feel I have wasted a great deal of years chasing the wrong people so I can end up in more wrong places. I should be somewhere more peaceful right now but even if I am too old to still be working, I am still not in the position to get to choose what time am I supposed to eat or sleep. This is sad if you are going to look at the big picture. I wish there is a way to correct this state. I wish we can somehow speed things up and cut all the chase. But we are here on Earth and it can really move very slow.
Work In Progress